Life has been going unexpectedly well as of recently, i mean sure my car got booted, i left my girlfriend of 5 years, im broke as hell. Yet i feel so good.
I have been changing my sleeping habits, so i have been going to bed relatively early and waking up early. Im working out a shit ton, school and work is going is great too. Im glad im alive, im grateful that i am here to experience not only the peace and happiness, but even the sorrow and pain. It sounds weird but deep in my chest and balls i feel like things are going to turn up even more for lil ol me.
Ratcaller
You gotta hit rock bottom at times :D
Glad you feel good man!
Omenart
I appreciate it, although its hard for me to say that this is rock bottom i can see where you are coming from. i think ive just learned how to handle struggle and pain over the years. there has always been a little voice in my head that tells me that pain and happiness are just different sides to a same coin. both coming and going without any discretion. as such if you dwell on the phase of sadness you might miss the good moments that naturally pass by.